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Sat Nov 7, 2009, 8:59 AM

Mood: Lonely
Listening to: Snuff by Slipknot
Reading: The Return of the King

For the last several months I haven't been able to submit anything because my camera is broken(and I don't have a scanner), and there's no way I could afford a new one. So for a while I thought maybe I could borrow my mom's camera, but I'm ot sure how well it works, either.

My life keeps falling apart in various ways; my step-mom calls me a sinner and says I'm going to hell, dad continues to be crueler, I realized I don't have any close friends, and my mom lost her job. I love my mom so much and she's already rather short on money and has been applying for other jobs for a while... she even applied to Hooter's. We have two large dogs, two turtles, one frog, one toad, four lizards, and countless fish to feed, and I'm a fucking diabetic. To make it worse, my dad is basicly a deadbeat that I'm forced to live with. My mom's been afraid to sue for child support out of fear that he would hurt two my dogs and me.

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=White-winter-fox Nov 7, 2009, 9:08:09 AM

Oh im so sorry.

I cant do anything and that makes me sad, but cheer up ^^
Life always get's better eventually, even if it takes a long time.
And I kn ow this probably wont mean much, but ill be your friend

What kind of dog's do you have?

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~TheEndlessSky Nov 8, 2009, 12:58:58 PM

Thanks.

I have three mutts:
Murphey- a red and white, aussie shepherd-border collie-looking, 70 lbs., 23.5" tall boy that loves so hunt and kill anything but reptiles, amphibians, fish, and kids.

Jake- a wheaten dog with hound ears, long feathering on his legs and stomach, a plumed and curled tail, a mane, and huge brown eyes. I think he's predominately some type of hound with a bit of chow. He's very protective and hates strangers.

Smokey- a blue-black werewolf-looking creature with long, crazy hair. He's aloof and skittish, but plays rough when he wants to. I think he's a chow chow, collie, groenendael cross, but might possibly have wolf (I hope not!!!)

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~glochma Nov 8, 2009, 2:47:04 PM

I am so sorry...but just stick with the people you're close with, and try to think of all the good things in life. I'm sure you love your pets, too, so they'll be there for you. Plus I'll be your friend too.

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=White-winter-fox Nov 8, 2009, 4:55:43 PM

Aww they seam adorable!
The good news is that each of them seam like a loyal breed ^^
So if push comes to shove, im sure they would protect you.
And from the sounds of Smokey, it sounds like he is a very good loyal dog, as well as a good protection dog. If he has Chow in him, then he will be fine.

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~TheEndlessSky Nov 13, 2009, 8:43:55 AM

lol, Smokey's the wimpiest and least protective protective of the three. He looks a lot like a chow (and has a spotted tongue), but he certainly doesn't have the temperment of one. I guess it just shows that mutts don't have be like the breeds they're made up of- really, all of my mutts are like that; Jake the hound-chow curls up in my lap, Murphy the border collie-aussie shepherd-looking dog loves to kill things, and Smokey the werewolf chow is a complete wimp.

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Take the light, undarken everything around me
Calm the clouds and listen closely, I'm lost without you
Call your name every day when I feel so helpless
I've fallen down, but I'll rise above this, rise above this

=White-winter-fox Nov 13, 2009, 8:49:18 AM

Well, if he is part Chow, then I dout hes a wimp, they were bred to be unpredictable and reserved. But as long as he loves you then that dosent mater ^^

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